[RANDOM] Feeling Lonely

I recently changed my computer's clock settings to be one hour early. It's nearing the end of the second semester, and I went to a church earlier to reflect.

Well, I'm not that religious to begin with. I have my doubts sometimes. But it has an effect on me... that peaceful feeling you have talking to someone, even if He doesn't reply.

The reason I changed my clock settings was to fool myself into thinking I'm late.

Because I failed myself again.
I failed those that loved me.

I was supposed to accomplish things to be able to proceed another sem into the second year, but it turns out I can't finish my workload and I'm getting fed up with the rules.

I'm just sitting here in the dorm hallway, sighing.