[RANDOM] Rant + BTS
I'm back... well, maybe for now. It has been a really stressful 6 months for me. I originally made this blog for the purpose of writing, but I think I'm really not up to it anymore... coz life has been so stressful lately (both personal and fandom-related). Okay, where to start? First, my issue with myself. I'm still suffering in school as an undergrad and the only difference this time is that I'm no longer under a course. yep. I decided to become a Non-Major. The thing is, when you're under so much pressure and still shove yourself to prove something even tho the school itself is hostile against you... it's very stupid to think that you shouldn't give up. I didn't give up. And I was stupid to think that I should still continue. Anyways, with a lot of energy, sweat, and tears spent, here I am at last. A bum. Depressed. Suicidal. That was me for the past 2 years. Until it all fell apart. But you know, when life is starting to go shit, it's
